Favoritism

You're not seeing fairly. You're not even trying to see.

I never liked talking about what I do for you.

I'm a quiet person. I share only when I'm asked. But mind you, for the good, I always do more than what's expected of me. ... for you

It sucks that sometimes, I just find myself trying to keep up for you. 

And I don't like keeping up with the loud ones. It's not me. It comes out as fake because that's what it really is.